Sirius (/ˈsɪriəs/, a romanization of Greek Σείριος, Seirios, lit. "glowing" or "scorching") is a star system and the brightest star in the Earth's night sky. With a visual apparent magnitude of −1.46, it is almost twice as bright as Canopus, the next brightest star. The system has the Bayer designation Alpha Canis Majoris (α CMa). What the naked eye perceives as a single star is a binary star system, consisting of a white main-sequence star of spectral type A0 or A1, termed Sirius A, and a faint white dwarf companion of spectral type DA2, designated Sirius B. The distance separating Sirius A from its companion varies between 8.2 and 31.5 astronomical units.

[to: my brightest star]

touch the tiny star!

now touch this one!

1.

Running through the darkness
Memories pierce our hearts
But that's fine, right?
After all, we don't have a reason to stop
With the footsteps of our friends to show us the way
Leaving the bitterness far behind
Kindness caresses our faces, don't cry
Even if we get all scratched up on the twigs and branches of our memories
Our red blood cheers us onward, and we kick the earth underfoot
After all, tomorrow can't be seen anyways,
So it's fine to close your eyes
Bumping your shoulder into things every now and then,
After all, we're just tiny lights, you don't have to tell us,
We already know
So it's fine to take courage from the stardust in the night sky
Every now and then, right?
Running through the darkness
The embarrassment makes us blush, but don't hide it
‘Cause even though our memories shine
That doesn't mean that they alone will illuminate our future
After all, we'll wink out eventually,
Here in this place we've held so dear
If that's how it is, we may as well just burn ourselves out
After all, we're just tiny lights, you don't have to tell us,
We already know
That's why we hold hands like this, so that even a little bit,
we can be seen from up in the sky
So, how do we look?
How's our constellation?
Oh, stars in the night sky,
You can see us from up there, can't you?
After all, tomorrow can't be seen anyways,
So it's fine to close your eyes
Bumping your shoulder into things every now and then,
After all, we'll wink out eventually,
Here in this place we've held so dear
If that's how it is, we may as well just burn ourselves out
After all, we're just tiny lights, you don't have to tell us,
We already know
So it's fine to take courage from the stardust in the night sky
Every now and then, right?

2.

Know my only goal is to see
When I'm only fast asleep
It takes more than strength to find
This piece of mind
So I'll hold, hold, hold
Hold it close to my heart beating
With every step
Hold, hold, hold it close
He sleeps alone
He needs no army where he's headed cause he knows
That they're just ghosts
And they can't hurt him if he can't see them
And I may go
To places I have never been to just to find
The deepest desires in my mind
We, we only know what we see
Cause we're always fast asleep
Is it so hard not to believe?
That we'll never know
Oh, hold hold hold
Hold me close
I've never been this far from home
Hold hold hold me close
He sleeps alone
He needs no army where he's headed cause he knows
That they're just ghosts
And they can't hurt him if he can't see them
And I may go
To places I have never been to just to find
The deepest desires in my mind
It's in my head and I have said
That I must be like him now
He sleeps alone, he sleeps alone
And one last chance to make sense
Of what is long escaped ours
He sleeps alone, I sleep alone
He sleeps alone
He needs no army where he's headed cause he knows
That they're just ghosts
And they can't hurt him if he can't see them
And I don't know
If in the morning I will be here and if so
Let it be known
That I was worthy, I was worthy
I was worthy, I was

3.

Life's too short to even care at all
I'm losing my mind, losing my mind, losing control
These fishes in the sea, they're staring at me
A wet world aches for a beat of a drum
If I could find a way to see this straight
I'd run away to some fortune that
I, I should have found
By now
I'm waiting for this cough syrup
To come down, come down
Life's too short to even care at all
I'm coming up now, coming up now
Out of the blue
These zombies in the park, they're looking for my heart
A dark world aches for a splash of the sun
If I could find a way to see this straight
I'd run away, to some fortune that
I, I should have found
By now
And so I run now to the things they said could restore me
Restore life the way it should be
I'm waiting for this cough syrup
To come down
Life's too short to even care at all
I'm losing my mind, losing my mind, losing control
If I could find a way to see this straight
I'd run away, to some fortune that
I, I should have found
By now
So I run now to the things they said could restore me
Restore life the way it should be
I'm waiting for this cough syrup
To come down
One more spoon of cough syrup now
One more spoon of cough syrup now

4.

My legs are stumbling, stumbling as I walk
Another meaningless day is passing today
Love is just for all those who are the same
There’s nothing to make my heart flutter
Wiing wiing, goes the fruit fly
It flies far away as if it’s laughing at my sadness
Bing bing, the world spins
It squirms as if it’s laughing at me too
Tell me tell me, please don’t tell
The side I haven’t heard of would be better for me
Tell me tell me, please don’t tell
The side I haven’t seen would be better for me
In the subway filled with busy people on their way to work
I have no reason to beep my card and ride it
Rolling around at home, lying around with nothing to do
I’m so sorry that I’m so pathetic
Wiing wiing, goes the fruit fly
It flies far away as if it’s laughing at my sadness
Bing bing, the world spins
It squirms as if it’s laughing at me too
Even the strong wind
Can’t do anything about my scarred heart
Drip drop, the falling tears
Will some day cover this world
Tell me tell me, please don’t tell
The side I haven’t heard of would be better for me
Tell me tell me, please don’t tell
The side I haven’t seen would be better for me
Tell me tell me, please don’t tell
The side I haven’t felt would be better for me
Tell me tell me, please don’t tell
The side I haven’t lived would be better for me
My legs are stumbling, stumbling as I walk
Another meaningless day is passing today
Love is just for all those who are the same
There’s nothing to make my heart flutter
Wiing wiing, goes the fruit fly
It flies far away as if it’s laughing at my sadness
Bing bing, the world spins
It squirms as if it’s laughing at me too

5.

You are me I am you
I am you you are me
If our hearts are the same
Us two become each other
You are me I am you
We make a pretty picture
Who came up
with the word “cringe”
Girl slap me once, in the last few days
Something happened to me
I deleted my ex’s number
I only ever listened to hip hop
Now I’ve turned acoustic
Tell me what you want from me
We’re at the age we look the most beautiful
So we need to love to the fullest
That trash who’s from your past
I will be incomparably
Better to you because
You are me I am you
I am you you are me
If our hearts are the same
Two will become each other
You are me I am you
We make a pretty picture
Who came up
with the word “cringe”
Our friends say it’s the honeymoon phase
I don’t have any worries actually
It’s a problem I don’t have a care in the world
Look I don’t swear as much anymore
I pull up my pants now
I don’t let my smile show at anyone
Stop looking at the mirror there’s nothing that needs fixing
You are the prettiest when you don’t have makeup on
If my mom sees us
She will probably faint
I’ll save on expressions
‘Cause really all I had to do was write down your name
I believe in destiny
Horoscopes or tarot cards,
I don’t do relationships based in the stars
Your obsessive ex boyfriend,
I won’t let him dare come near your house
I will be good to you why
Because
You are me I am you
I am you you are me
If our hearts are the same
Two will become each other
You are me I am you
We make a pretty picture
Who came up
with the word “cringe”
All night long we kiss each other and
Together all shabbily
We wake up in the morning (good morning)
Suddenly you’re seriously so pretty
Bring me your lips
You are me I am you
I am you you are me
If our hearts are the same
Two will become each other
You are me I am you
We make a pretty picture
Who came up
with the word “cringe”
Let me talk to you
I am you, you are me
I am you, you are me

6.

Don't talk to strangers
in the strangest dreams, walking by your side
It is the hole you impose upon your life
When you're out, loneliness, it crawls up in the ground
It's what you feel, but can't articulate out loud
Oh you go to sleep on your own
And you wake each day with your thoughts
And it scares you being alone
It's a last resort
All you want is someone onto whom you can cling
Your mother warned of strangers and the dangers they may bring
Your dreams and memories are blurring into one
The scenes which hold the waking world slowly come undone
You'll come undone
Oh you go to sleep on your own
And you wake each day with your thoughts
And it scares you being alone
It's a last resort
you go to sleep on your own
And you wake each day with your thoughts
And it scares you being alone
It's a last resort
Don't talk to strangers
And don't walk into danger
Don't talk to strangers
And don't walk into danger
Oh you go to sleep on your own
And you wake each day with your thoughts
And it scares you being alone
It's a last resort
you go to sleep on your own
And you wake each day with your thoughts
And it scares you being alone
It's a last resort
Don't talk to strangers
you go to sleep on your own
And you wake each day with your thoughts
And it scares you being alone
It's a last resort

7.

Honey you are a rock upon which I stand
And I come here to talk
I hope you understand
The green eyes
Yeah the spotlight, shines upon you
And how could anybody deny you
I came here with a load
And it feels so much lighter now I've met you
And honey you should know
That I could never go on without you
Green eyes
Honey you are the sea upon which I float
And I came here to talk, I think you should know
That green eyes
You're the one that I wanted to find
And anyone who tried to deny you
Must be out of their minds
Because I came here with a load
And it feels so much lighter since I've met you
And honey you should know
That I could never go on without you
Green eyes
Green eyes
Honey you are a rock
Upon which I stand

8.

I'm looking for a place to start
And everything feels so different now
Just grab a hold of my hand
I will lead you through this wonderland
Water up to my knees
But sharks are swimming in the sea
Just follow my yellow light
And ignore all those big warning signs
Somewhere deep in the dark
A howling beast hears us talk
I dare you to close your eyes
And see all the colors in disguise
Running into the night
The earth is shaking and I see a light
The light is blinding my eyes
As the soft walls eat us alive

9.

There is not a single word
In the whole world
That could describe the hurt
The dullest knife just sawing back and forth
And ripping through the softest skin there ever was
How were you to know?
Oh, how were you to know?
And I
I hate to see your heart break
I hate to see your eyes get darker as they close
But I've been there before
And I
I hate to see your heart break
I hate to see your eyes get darker as they close
But I've been there before
Love happens all the time
To people who aren't kind
And heroes who are blind
Expecting perfect scripted movie scenes
Who wants an awkward silent mystery?
How were you to know?
Well, how were you to know?
And I
I hate to see your heart break
I hate to see your eyes get darker as they close
But I've been there before
And I
I hate to see your heart break
I hate to see your eyes get darker as they close
But I've been there before
For all the air that's in your lungs
For all the joy that is to come
For all the things that you're alive to feel
Just let the pain remind you hearts can heal
Oh, how were you to know? (How were you to know?)
Oh, how were you to know?
And I
I hate to see your heart break
I hate to see your eyes get darker as they close
But I've been there before
And I
I hate to see your heart break
I hate to see your eyes get darker as they close
But I've been there before

10.

On the night line
(On the night line)
When I wake up in the morning light
Sunlight hurts my eyes
Something without warning, love
Bears heavy on my mind
Then I look at you
Then I look at you
Then I look at you
Then I look at you
Then I look at you
And the world's alright with me
Oh just one look at you
Just one look at you
Just one look at you
And I know it's gonna be a lovely day
For the night line
For the night line
When the day that lies ahead of me
Seems impossible to face
When someone else instead of me
Always seems to know the way
Then I look at you
And the world's alright with me
Oh, just one look at you
And I know it's gonna be a lovely day
On the night line
For the night line
On the night line
On the night line
On the night line

11.

[instrumental]

im not good at expressing feelings especially if we're talking about a person i dont even know personally and thats why i tried using song lyrics instead, words that somehow remind me of you. even if its not for the lyrics these songs make me feel calm and put me in a good mood, nearly as much as you do. its weird and kinda embarassing to say but i've never felt this connected to someone i dont actually know, i tried to write something at least acceptable (for more than two weeks now) ive been thinking a LOT about how to say it properly but i really cant express how i feel about this the way i want to so ?enjoy these songs i guess??? (as IF you're actually going to see this but ANYWAY )
i feel like im slowly becoming a much better person mostly because i look up to you a lot and i hope i will be able to treat the people i love as kindly as you do, eventually.
thank you for inspiring me everyday in every way possible.
i treasure your existence a lot.

[ignoring everything i wrote, the title of this song describes you perfectly]